sumtimes i think..

am i not supposed to b in the family

my mum loves to bring up the topic

tt she didnt expect my existence

mayb i`m jus being over-sensitive

she alwaes says she tot i`d be a boy

and when they knew i was a girl

they were utterly disappointed

mayb they didnt mean anythin

but i`m still hurt

cuz it sounds lik they didnt wan me

they wanted me to be a boy

sometimes i oso think they dun care abt me

alwaes say my bro`s common tests comin

den mine?

it`s lik..tomorrow?

and my bro`s lik..nxt wk..

they dun even ask me

den alwaes tokin abt my bro`s

my mom even stopped workin

to coach my bro in his work

big sacrifice

wad abt me when i was in pri sch?

nth?

so gek

it hurts

alwaes feel lik cryin

but i control..

at least they shudnt keep bringing up the topic

v sad lor..

mayb they didnt wan me to exist at all..

fel*